re: “I am afraid that there is no truth in a chatroom. Truth is when you are not.”
You seem to be waiting for physical death. The state of truth can be manifest while the body is alive, but the first step is realising what you are.
I suppose you mean suicide. That is silly.
re: “I suppose you mean suicide. That is silly.”
Your supposition that suicide is something you wait for is silly. I don’t want to waste anymore time on you.
So you admit that you were wasting time.