Thinking has nothing whatsoever to do with thought. Thinking means the complete absence of thought. Then only is it possible for us to communicate with one another clearly and wholly, and thus to live with one another with complete honesty and sanity, which means the total lack of conflict. So thinking is our salvation, nothing else - not awareness, not listening, not God, not compassion, not love, not silence, not intelligence, not attention, not perception, nor any of the thousand other things we have cleverly concocted to get ourselves out of the mess of living. Thinking alone is what matters.
Thought is merely a limited, self-enclosed and reactive energy. Thinking is infinitely responsive and responsible, open to the skies. This may be a difficult thing to hear or to read but it is so. And for human beings thinking is only possible when there is no thinker at all involved - that is, the thinker who has been put together by thought, the thinker who is merely thought in another guise with all its opinions and prejudices.
In order to find out the truth about this - to test the validity of what is being said - thinking is necessary. And thinking is a shared activity; it is not something that can be done alone. Therefore the implication of all this is that actually we have never, or only rarely, been in a situation with other people where thinking is taking place. What we generally call âthinkingâ is merely our limited reactions to our environment put into words. We readily employ thought - there is no doubt about that - but we do not very often discover what it is like to put aside thought completely and to allow the brain to think. For it is only an empty, quiet brain that can think non-reactively, non-judgmentally, unconditionally and freely.
Generally what happens when we meet each other is that we employ thought to maintain a certain psychological status quo. And it is this activity which we call âthinkingâ. Our psychological status quo is usually a very flimsy affair, based on a lot images we have of ourselves as well a collection of contradictory feelings about ourselves and other people. We have become very adept at keeping this mental activity going, probably because we have never taken the time and the trouble to think about all of this for ourselves. That is, to find out in the company of one or two other people - as we are doing now - exactly what it is that our brains are doing and to observe directly in relationship the interferences of our own noises and clutter.
So thinking is a shared activity or, better still, a shared action. Together then we can work out what love is, not carry on telling each other all the lies about it which we already know have very little meaning. And then compassion and intelligence we can also work out together - by our own thinking, not by being told what they are or by half-heartedly accepting some cold definitions.
It is going to be very difficult to think together here, yet we must try, and hopefully, as time goes on, we shall learn a little bit more about what it means and what is the significance of all this for our daily lives. First, there are going to be a lot of reactions and noise, which is alright, because we are all so sure about ourselves, which is that we are all so sure about our precious preformulated ideas. Those ideas cannot help us think together, as clever as they may sound and as old or as new as they may appear. There are no ideas in thinking. Ideas belong only to the past; and thinking is possible only in the moment.
For Godâs sake, letâs have some fun with it.
Brockwood Park, 4th December 2024