Got it! Out of nothing, when self talk stops, when that feeling or thought emerges, that I don’t know something or other, that I have no answer, it takes a pause is more like it, at that moment there is nothing happening, thought process has taken a rest… its quiet and curiosity and the ability to find out, emerges out of that, and that urge, no its not even an urge, its a being feeling a certain way, full and then there is just crickets and quietly listening, waiting, which I have heard said is part of meditation and the thing is fully alive and quiet. Loneliness has gone away.
So, some ‘how’ some mechanism or whatever it is has silenced thought, or it has shut the thinking mechanism down some how and it has become able to quietly listen, and it appears to have that ability all the time. Even when thinking is dominant, which may explain how curiosity emerges as chattering declines and fills up when chattering completely stops. I think this is a rather common event for everybody, its happening all the time and we are just not that aware of it occurring while the chattering is going on… and without this ability/activity how would we know the way home etc.
Many have said; its right there in front of you, or its part of you, or it is your essence bla bla bla & there may be some truth to that; its like the end of the need to endlessly chatter for a spell; something like that.
I have no other names for the rest of it but I’m still learning.