The organism.
There is a tendency to throw out this term ‘awareness’ as though it exists as something totally separate from thought, as almost a magical property of consciousness.
All we know about awareness is that everything living is aware, whether it has a brain or not. So awareness is “magical” until science can explain what it is. David Bohm speculated that awareness may be beyond the brain. Krishnamurti talked about how awareness is choiceless, like breathing or heart-beat.
Every careful or careless explanation has been constructed by thought. The words ‘me’ and ‘you’ are the work of thought; so you and I are ourselves thought.
That’s quite a leap. Are you everything you have created, including your thought created image of yourself? Or are you a confused and conflicted brain trying desperately to explain away your confusion and conflict?
Usually, if we are honest with ourselves and careful enough to observe, there is awareness of what thought is doing only after the fact.
Psychological thought reacts to choiceless awareness, so if one is “careful enough to observe”, there is awareness before there is the conditioned brain’s reaction to it.
It is this observer or separate self who then talks of being choicelessly aware as a way out of its own conditioning.
And is it working? Of course not, so only an idiot or a hopelessly dishonest brain would persist in such self-deception. We are all choicelessly aware for the one or two seconds it takes our conditioning to react to it. Awareness is choiceless, in an of itself, and the brain with psychological content is in conflict with it.
Your dishonesty is diabolical because you’re not aware of your conditioned response to awareness. All you’re interested in is your false identity and whatever crafty elaborate BS you can pollute this forum with to sustain it.
I am glad you are fighting back because each time we talk we are able to get a little deeper into it and we can then clear out some of the confusing language. Not many people stick so ruthlessly to pursuing this kind of question.
You’re so full of shit I’m ashamed to be communicating with you.